Well kind of weird thing but I made up my mind as to raise my second identity. It's not an easy thing usually though considering the possibility of getting Schizophrenia or kind of like that thing. To avoid this, the way I found was to do it with different language and of course it's English - for some reasons. First, it is easy for me to switch into, second anyway Eng culture is way more not like serious and so on.(I know it maybe not, but only thing matters here is that the way I decide to do) At the same time, I wanted to be kind of not serious these days so it was perfect option for me.