Today I screwed my day. I feel really bad. Yesterday I had a car accident. I bumped into car blocker at my apartment. It was my first car accident, so I surprised. But I called my car insurance and fix the problem one by one. However today something unexpected happend. The guy from car mechanics say that this car value only $1000 but car fix will cost over $1500 so insurance only covers $1000. I thought it will be fine to me. Because the thing can solve by money is the easiest problem in the world. But my mood was so down that I can't do anything. So I started to write diary. My point is unexpected cost, also it sores like some sand pocket is on my back. So I had physical and metal sickness today. Finally I get my car and I call to my friend who sells used car. And get some help form him. And there was another unexpected cost. The car movement cost to his car factory. Finally I think my car accident is now closing. And I saw some Youtube video called Newyork hairy crab. This channel is runned by who did his phd course for 10 years. He counsel hi subscribers. I saw the video that saying about plant in the lab and an animal in the wild. People think life like plant in the lab, but real life is more similiar to an animal in the wild. There is always pros and cons.